January 2010
catch me if you can
tom hanks: okay alright, here's a joke: knock knock
guys: who's there
tom hanks: ... go fuck yourselves
“The big lesson in life, baby, is never be scared of anyone or anything.” ”
– Frank Sinatra, thanks bud
(somuchsass)
“Every time I comb my hair thoughts of you get in my eyes” ”
– Prince (fatalistichues)
i'm just not into this right now?
oh nooooooo
bad & good things happening at once .. what to do! batman!
three words that became hard to say; i & love and you
we are headed north
www. what?
it’s weird when you don’t have the internet, how strange & useless it kind of is in truth … i used to go lamebook & texts from last night, and people of walmart and when i do get the chance to go on … i don’t? it seems weird and pointless now.
so, hi?
i’m able to be on the internet (high speed baby!) for a few days .. i am visiting my aunt & uncle in vancouver, down from manning park resort in british columbia … still having an excellent time, i’ve managed to break a heart though, but .. i’m selfish & i don’t put other people’s (especially boys) feelings ahead of my own, so alas .. lots of fun, snow,...
oh crap!
i like you
i'm back!
for a few days <3 <3 vancouver
i listen to all sorts of music to get inspired .. love songs, rock, punk, blues, jazz, reggae… if i’m not into it, i’ll listen to bob dylan.. and if bob doesn’t work, i know it’s time to call it a day
i know she loved her mother so
I MISS MY MOM
“these days caroline often longed for her own mother, dead almost ten years now,...”
– the memory keepers’ daughter
“Smile, breathe and go slowly.” ”
– Thich Nhat Hanh
(reluctantbuddha)
shame
but now I’m out and I’ve had time to look around and think and sink into another world that’s filled with guilt and overwhelming
shame, boatloads of shame day after day, more of the same blame, please lift it off please take it off, please make it stop
title: fuck, question mark.
love always remains… …
why. why does it have to be this way. i can’t move on. sometimes i can’t breath. i leave one guy and call you up, whining, crying i need you i want you. i’m just pretending & smiling my smile, leading them on, all of them … you you you … big, fat mother fucking sigh. so, fuck? i don’t know.
time heals all wounds,...
by the way, it is NOT january the 13th where I am...
