heaven for me is many things, but simplicity is the key. a warm coffee, a gust of wind when i need to feel something, the ocean waves, ice cream on a hot evening, skinny dipping, being with friends around a fire, being in love and happy & spreading that happiness and positivity and warmth.
when i came home from london i rearranged my room, and i put the head of my bed under my window. in the morning when i awake i look upwards & if it’s a sunny and clear morning i can smile and sigh, and if it’s a cloudy and rainy day i can cuddle up longer, and be happy for that. happiness is such a simple idea, and so many small things like this can make it real, and easy.
my boyfriend sleeps in his basement, and he likes to sleep & wake in the total darkness. when i sleep there it takes ages for me to get out of bed and i can’t always tell what kind of mood i am in before i get out of his bed and look outside the window at the world saying “come out & play savannah”. i feel like with my window above my head and the light filling my room, i am more open and excited and wanting to get up, in total darkness we are shutting out the outside world (which is a good thing, sometimes) who just wants us to come out, explore & play.
Today… dreams, morning sunlight, morning swims, showers, great hair, breakfast sandwich, train makeup, reading, writing, feeling good, a quick shift, money, connections, conclusions, giggles, home time, wine, dinner on the patio, beautiful music, perfect music, reflection, more wine, some dancing, talking with my london buddy who I miss so much, wine, skinny dipping because I’m home alone and it’s Saturday night and it’s wonderful, cupcakes, netflix, missing my guy and his eyes, simple happiness, a smile for tomorrow and the next day. It can all be so easy from time to time…